It's good to be home, but for some reason I'm just exhausted today. I think everything is catching up with me. I'm hoping that now that we will be back home in 3 days and I have to go back to work in a week that I don't crash. It's back to reality again. I'm not sure what that really is, but I'm sure I will find out very soon. This all still feels like it's all a dream and I'm hoping that I'll wake up . Ok, I know that won't happen, but it was worth a shot.
I wish that the worry would go away, that's the toughest part of this. We will now have to wait for 3 whole months to see if all this has been worth it. I pray that it has been. I don't know what I'd do if we heard that the cancer is still there. God I hope we don't hear that. I am not prepared for that. My head tells me that I refuse to think otherwise, but my heart says, what if? It's really a scary thing. All we can do now is wait . . . .
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