Thursday, March 31, 2011
Cancer Sucks!
You know, I have really tried to stay positive through all this, but THIS IS HARD!! I just feel like I'm on a roller coaster all the time! My husband, the man who is never sick and who never sleeps is really struggling. I really don't know how people get through this still smiling. I have never felt so helpless . . . okay maybe I have with Gracie, but not with Brian. I know that things will get better, I realize that. But tell my heart that right now. And who am I to complain! When we see these little kids with cancer, and how these parents must be feeling, I can't imagine what that would be like. But it is still someone you love and you just want things to be normal again. But things will never be normal again. We will be thinking about the "C" word for the rest of our lives. This just really sucks!!! Ok I'm done now. My pity party is complete. Thanks for listening.
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Hey it is okay to have a pity party! Get it out! Don't hold it in it will eat you alive so get it out! Cancer sucks when it is someone you love with all your heart! Child or spouse it sucks and it is hard to watch them go threw it when your so helpless! Try to stay as strong as you can but when you need to be mad be mad when you need to cry just cry! I did a lot of the time when Will and Caleb did see me and to this day I still do! If you need a ear or shoulder I will be happy to be there for you! Prayers for Brian and you too! Love and hugs!
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